Life

Well hello tumblr , it’s been a while just thought if up date you , Lilly is now 7 months now and growing quickly .

Today I started working out :) well I’ve been working out but today I feel like I’m actually going to stick to it . I’m making a promise to myself to go to school everyday and work out on my off and short days.. Let’s see how Tia goes , I’ll be posting everyday ,. Hopefully I loos a lot of weight and see the changes before summer :) I’m currently weighing *sigh* 212 well heres to looking better than I did before I got pregnant :)

I’m so tired of my parents telling me I need to take medicine to not be sad or mean any more .. Like I’m sorry I drive for two hours spend 9 hours at school then Another 2 hours to drive home ..like I’m tired and I have you Fucken calling me asking me where I am . I get home and you ask me to do thing tell you you planted flowers for me. Like no you planted the flowers for yourself .. If you want me to go look at them them tell me to look at them.. Ugh I feel like I fake happy all day at school and then when I come home my parents are just itching to annoy the shit out of me. It’s one thing after another .. I just want to graduate and get a job so I can move out .. I’m so over being monitored and criticized for everything I do

Let me just tell you it sucks!! Lilly has two front teeth in already and two more making their way in her mouth.. The second two are much worse than the first two.. She’s is super clingy and won’t sleep unless I’m holding her.. I gave her some meds so hopefully that will hell but so far nope.. Any advice other than teething rings seek g as she doesn’t like them yet ?

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If you really think we “like” each other why not show who you really are ?.. Thank you though I am EXTREMELY happy with my little family and boyfriend

That you wake up and spend the whole time you have before work with your friend.. Can he not pack alone ? Do you need to hold his hand ? Ugh.. Then you wonder why I’m sad or pissed off when you see me.. Um hi I had your baby 3 weeks ago and already I’m the one who tales care of her the most. Like I knew thats how it was gonna be, but I hoped that they way that you were in the hospital was how you were going to continue to be.. That was short lived.. While in the hospital you acted like the responsible parent and loving boyfriend I know you can be.. I just feel like you make your friends more of a priority than us. And that’s not cool!

We are going to get Lilly’s pictures taken:) and I’m very excited.. So the past couple days have gone like this.. Waking up at random times at night because Lilly has peed or is hungry.. Or I’m extremely hot and can’t sleep, Jason has taken over the bed or my personal favorite, Lilly is wide awake and playing fetch with me.. I give her the paci and she spits it out.. It’s a wonderful game we play for about maybe an hour if I’m lucky.

Soo we went to the two week check up and Lilly weighed 7 lbs 15.5 oz she gained her birth weight plus some !! And she grew half an inch :) Its so nice to hear that what your doing is the right thing and your baby girl is healthy and perfect :)

Well in gonna get some sleep while she is night!! For now ;)

Even though it wasn’t for an extremely long time we hung out as a little family:) it was awesome we watches teenmom and a little bit of awkward.. He actually sat and watched them with me it was nice, then he went to work.. When he came home he changed her diaper with out having me come in there for “support”.. Then this morning when I needed to take her to the doctors office for her 2 week check up he let me take his car since mine is in the shop. Idk I’m hoping that things stay good :)